Relinquish-Envisage
A semester has passed, and despite the battling, the striving and the bargaining, i found myself contorted, aggrieved and injured. I do have a dream. But looking at my situation now, i realized that I was not really happy with what is going on. The "best" that i gave maybe wasn't the "best" that I can give. I drift away as I look forward to my destination. All I can see is a thick, dark cloud ahead of me, where everyone else hold torches, shields and sails onward with smiles on their faces. Everyone else, but me. Still I couldn't seem to be in tune with everything in school. I have tried techniques, asked for advices, stayed up all night, but everything for me is of no use. I can hear my brain screaming out on me, like it seemed I was already abusing it. And no matter how hard I shove every info in it, it keeps on reappearing like a bulimic patient trying to purge the content of his stomach, or putting water in a tank with a giant hole at the bot...