The Next Phase---something I drafted a year ago (Summer 2011).

After all those years of schooling, I'm actually done. I can't believe it. Anyway, after days of just lying around whole day and spending afternoons of baking (and eating), I realized an almost horrible truth: I can't stand not studying! I can't live without tasks, things to study about, I miss doing those sick requirements and going on hospital duties, and most of all, I miss learning new things everyday.

Knowledge aquired from school is totally different from the knowledge you get at home even if you read books and read write-ups on the net. The teachers already know exactly the things they're teaching. The words they use are like carefully crafted for the consumption of the fragile brains of the students. Yes, I have high regards for the teachers at my school. Believe me, they are GOOD!

Going back, even if I'm not that outstanding in class, I believe I enjoy every second of it-spending time with my genius classmates (all of them are), talking about anything under the sun, sharing ideas and discussing things "normal" people doesn't usually talk about. So I decided, I want to go to med school. I don't know if my brains has the capacity for that challenge. But I'm up for any challenge, so I'll give it a shot. I'll take the National Medicine Admission Test on December. I told mom, if it's God's will for me to go to med school, I'll pass the test, and if I don't, I'll just stay as a nurse.

In the mean time, mom's youngest brother, gave me a buzz. He asked how I was, and so I said I was just at home whole day. He eventually sent me a ticket and wants me to fly to Manila and stay there for a while. So I did, and now I'm here! =)